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22nd October 2021
05:13pm BST

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"First I lick my finger and I don't just dip it in, I swirl around to get it caked on there good and then I just eat it.
"It tastes like rotten eggs, sand and sandpaper but I've grown to love that taste, it started off as not wanting to get rid of him and it's progressed into eating him
"I've lost 42lbs since my husband passed away. Basically, the only thing I'm eating are his ashes."
She continued: "When I open up the urn I get a sense of happiness, it's like an adrenaline rush for me and the more I eat the more excited I get until I realise there's not a lot left.
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"Then a few minutes later I feel horrible because I did it.
"It makes me feel embarrassed, ashamed, disgusted with myself, confused, crazy - you gotta be a really sick person to eat someone's ashes."
But there is obviously a bottom to her snack bowl - and Casie knows this.
"Knowing I already lost a pound [of the remains] is really hard because it's going to run out soon and I don't know if I'll be able to hold it together.
"I have to stop eating him, I've lost him once, this time it'll be my fault that I lose him again."
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