We are so, so, close...
Finally, there was quiet. Finally, it was calm. In the away dressing room at the Etihad, Mauricio Pochettino cut through the anarchy of a fast and furious opening 45 minutes with a simple, passionate message.
The Tottenham manager had gone through video clips to indicate minor tactical adjustments, most notably how to better profit from set-piece situations against Manchester City, before reminding his players that they were within touching distance of making history.
‘We are so, so, close,’ he told his “heroes” with the aggregate score in the Champions League quarter-final reading 3-3 at the interval.
While he reminded them that anything can happen in football - as a wild first half in the second leg against the tournament favourites had indicated - Pochettino believed they could get over the line.
Tottenham were within touching distance of securing their place in the final four of the European Cup for the first time in 57 years.
Briefly, the realisation of how far they’ve come under the Argentine’s watch circled the room.
So, so, so, far away
On October 24 last year, Pochettino labelled Tottenham’s Champions League journey “nearly over” following a dispiriting 2-2 draw at PSV Eindhoven, in which they conceded an 87th-minute equaliser.
Having already surrendered 2-1 at Inter and seen Barcelona brutally punish their mistakes 4-2 at Wembley, Spurs were on the ropes in Group B.
Tottenham, with one point from three matches having let in eight goals, were left with a “minimum possibility” of progressing to the knockout stages.
Only seven teams had managed such a great escape previously, but Pochettino had seen enough evidence from those opening fixtures to be convinced his side would become the eighth.
In the 2-1 defeat at Inter, Spurs managed six shots on target to the hosts’ four and were largely comfortable in the encounter before being undone by Mauro Icardi and Matias Vecino at the death.
Against Barca at Wembley, they conceded in two minutes and found themselves further adrift before the half-hour mark. They ultimately lost 4-2, with masterful brush strokes from Leo Messi putting Tottenham on the canvas, but Pochettino was impressed by the fight his men showed.
That didn't materialise solely through the goals scored by Harry Kane and Erik Lamela, but the bravery to continue being aggressive despite the in-game position of the opponents and their pedigree.
“I want to congratulate the team because we were always in the game, always fighting, never giving up - I feel so proud,” the Spurs boss said in the aftermath of that loss.
“I’m disappointed with the result, but the effort was massive. The most important thing was our character."
Even in the nadir - the 2-2 draw away to PSV - Pochettino circled back and spotlighted the positives. Tottenham had produced double the total shots of the visitors, managed nine shots on target to three and let off 12 shots inside the Dutch side’s box.
As they attempted to navigate their European ambitions on an upward curve, the bulletin the 47-year-old drilled around Hotspur Way was that there was more than enough to build on: the squad’s attitude and underlying statistics were promising.
With greater focus on avoiding mistakes, especially in the final stanza of games, he preached that Tottenham would advance out of the group.
At home against PSV in November, Spurs did their own damage in the closing stages with a Kane double in 11 minutes to nullify Luuk de Jong’s opener just 120 seconds after kick-off.
Afterwards, Pochettino publicly repeated the messaging he had spread privately. "We deserved more in Milan against Inter. We played better than them and were unlucky in the situations we conceded,” he said.
“I am optimistic. If we beat them, the percentage of being in the next stage will be higher. Two games to play. If we are capable of beating Inter, we’ll be on seven points and seven points. Then we are going to go to Barcelona and try to win the game. We are confident.
“This team is growing up. The team is fighting so I am so happy. We tried to fight. We have the character of never giving up which is so important. I am happy always with the situation. We kept pushing and that victory is so important."
Spurs did indeed beat Inter courtesy of a Christian Eriksen winner after fine work by Moussa Sissoko and Dele Alli.
At Camp Nou, Ousmane Dembele made Tottenham’s task even more mountainous by scoring inside seven minutes, but Pochettino was a picture of calm on the touchline.
At half-time, he was sure the outcome would be positive given the quality of chances they were creating and transmitted that confidence to his players. He believed, but more importantly, he needed them to.
Finally, on 85 minutes, Lucas Moura delivered the equaliser: a goal born from Tottenham’s blueprint of constructing from the back - and coming just 90 seconds after Philippe Coutinho had struck the post at the other end.
But Spurs still had an agonising wait after the final whistle.
They huddled in the dressing room to discover Inter’s result against PSV, which they needed to match or better.
Those two minutes felt like an age, but then came the relief: it ended 1-1 in Milan just as it did in Barcelona. Spurs, against all convention, were through.
“We showed that all is possible in football if you have the belief,” said Pochettino, who handed Kyle Walker-Peters a Champions League debut in Barcelona with Kieran Trippier and Serge Aurier both injured.
The 22-year-old was at fault for Dembele’s opener, was booked after 15 minutes, but then grew into the fixture and produced a crucial block to deny Coutinho a certain goal that would have been catastrophic for Tottenham.
In a game of such magnitude, against the most illustrious of opponents, Pochettino could have opted for the safer approach of starting Eric Dier on the right flank or reduce the risk at half-time by introducing him to the fold.
But he persisted with Walker-Peters, telling him how he recovered from his mistake was far more significant than the error itself. The manager was also enthused by the on-field coaching of Danny Rose and Kane.
The former encouraged Walker-Peters to shake it off and keep going before the Spurs captain reminded him that there was still plenty of time in the game to not only atone, but be an instructive part of a historic result.
Pochettino’s faith is “contagious” - as one staffer described it - and it was no surprise to see his players parroting the phrases he had fed them through their tribulations during the feeling of post-match triumph at Camp Nou.
“It looked like we were down and out,” said Kane, “but we kept fighting, we didn’t give up against PSV, Inter or against Barca”, with Hugo Lloris adding “we stuck to our principles” and Eriksen rounding off the assessments by stating “we believe Spurs belong in the Champions League knockout rounds.”
After an intense effort to progress, Tottenham had hoped for some respite in the last 16 but another draw had produced yet another meeting with Borussia Dortmund.
The north Londoners previously faced their Bundesliga counterparts at the same stage in the 2016 Europa League, before being pitted with them in the 2017-18 group stage.
Spurs completed the double over BVB last time out (a 3-1 win at Wembley and 2-1 success in the Westfalenstadion), but at the time of the draw on December 17, the Germans were nine points clear in their division on account of their scorching form.
However, in the build-up to the first leg at Wembley in February, Dortmund had stuttered: dropping points at Eintracht Frankfurt, losing on penalties to Werder Bremen after a 3-3 draw in the German Cup and then blowing a 3-0 lead at home to Hoffenheim, who departed with a share of the spoils.
Lucien Favre’s side were electric, but they could also easily short-circuit under pressure.
Tottenham, without the injured Kane and Alli, suffered during a tense, tight first half but produced a masterclass after the break.
Defensively brilliant following Pochettino’s notes on their positioning without the ball during the interval, which allowed the hosts more confidence in possession, BVB were restricted to just one shot on target in the second period.
Spurs, meanwhile, converted three of the five they managed - two arriving in the closing 10 minutes.
It was the final goal, netted by Fernando Llorente just 146 seconds after he was subbed on, which was the most interesting.
Comfortable in the game by then at 2-0, and with the final whistle fast approaching, Spurs opted not to kill time with a short corner as per the norm.
Instead, Eriksen directed his delivery towards the near-post, which the striker headed in to effectively kill BVB off in the tie.
Jan Vertonghen’s effort had only been celebrated three minutes earlier on '83, with Tottenham transforming a thin margin of victory into a titanic one: the second leg would now be a formality barring an almighty collapse.
Pochettino was pleased with so many elements of the display, but most especially the autonomous decisiveness of his players.
He is a manager who supplies fundamental principles, but offers the team freedom to make their own choices on the pitch. If you are not brave enough to make a mistake, you cannot be brave enough to make the difference.
Vertonghen, the man of the match, had operated as a left wing-back while Juan Foyth was a surprise pick to partner Toby Alderweireld and Davinson Sanchez in central defence, earning his first start in the competition this season.
Pochettino’s selection gymnastics have been one of the major themes of Spurs’ 2018-19 campaign on account of a slim squad, shorn of investment, which has routinely been starved of its most influential players.
While most elite clubs identify the weaknesses of the opposition in tandem with how to underscore their own strengths before formulating a strategy and selection, Tottenham are forced to take a less flexible slant.
Before they can sketch how they want to play, the pivotal question is who is available and what solutions need to be found positionally.
But how has a club with a net spend of just £29 million - without factoring in January’s outgoings - since Pochettino was appointed in 2014 made it to the quarter-finals of the Champions League despite the stadium disruptions and a full treatment room?
“Resilience” is the most common answer from those who work at the training facility in Enfield; a characteristic funnelled from a manager with a talent of recasting negatives as positives.
That magic trick would only become harder following the draw for the quarters.
Why them, why us?
Tottenham, Liverpool, Manchester United and City have never been so unified in thought as they were on Friday, March 15.
‘Not an English club,’ they all hoped while being transfixed on proceedings in Nyon.
Tottenham v Manchester City
Spurs had been in Barcelona for a training camp and the coaching staff stayed on in Spain for a few days. The sunnier climes could not compensate for the impending tornado.
Tottenham didn’t just draw an English team, they landed the one which amassed an unprecedented 100 points in the league last season, with a squad who had designs on achieving a quadruple, and whom they were already scheduled to play domestically on 20 April.
Three critical clashes against City in 11 days. Puta madre!
Pochettino is a disciple of the theory that the league table doesn’t lie: the competition is too long and too exacting not to spotlight your flaws and emphasise any failings.
Knockout competitions, though, are all about the moment, the situation, the conditions. His group would have to once again rise above their mounting hurdles.
Ahead of the first-leg at the new Tottenham Hotspur Stadium - only the second match at the supreme £1bn ground - the hosts had taken a point from their previous five Premier League fixtures before a 2-0 victory over Crystal Palace.
City, by contrast, were on a 14-game unbeaten run in all competitions, which included securing their spot in the FA Cup final.
Whereas Spurs - without Eric Dier, Serge Aurier and Erik Lamela - had little to no wiggle room in drafting their line-up, Pep Guardiola opted for a surprising XI, with a bench consisting of Vincent Kompany, John Stones, Kevin De Bruyne, Leroy Sane, Phil Foden and Gabriel Jesus.
City’s XI, conservative rather than their strongest selection, did not greatly alter Tottenham’s strategy and neither did it baffle Pochettino and his staff, who feel it is unfair to guess why an opposing manager has made decisions without being privy to the same information.
Spurs’ analytical preparations centered largely around their past games against Guardiola’s sides: what worked, what didn’t, where they could do the most damage.
A video clip was also cut to illustrate the chances City conceded against multiple other teams, with set-pieces accentuated as a potential source of joy.
Tottenham, as the visitors expected, would be aggressive with and without the ball. They wanted to force City to run backwards - a facet high-possession teams generally struggle with - while displaying defensive courage.
Keeping a clean sheet was paramount, but 10 minutes in, that was already in jeopardy as Raheem Sterling’s shot ricocheted off Rose’s elbow and referee Bjorn Kuipers signalled that the incident was being reviewed by VAR.
Lloris had already saved spot-kicks against Leicester and Arsenal in 2019 and not only was he confident when facing Sergio Aguero from 12 yards out, he felt he had a psychological edge.
The France international had dived to his right for the last two penalties he thwarted and knew the striker would have been fed that information, so he successfully went to his left.
City managed just two shots on target in the encounter and their most enterprising period - after Kane was subbed off due to an ankle injury on ‘58 - was curtailed by Son’s winner 20 minutes later.
When the England captain was replaced, the sentiment - colouring the match commentary and social media - was that surely there could only be one victor on the night and in the tie.
But Tottenham have acclimatised to being without their talisman over the last four years.
While they obviously miss his qualities, they adjust to a different dynamic, which Son especially thrives in.
At the Etihad, Spurs predicted a supercharged City; for attacking chaos to substitute the conservatism of the first leg.
While Guardiola’s men are a terrifying prospect in full, shark-like flow, there would be opportunities for the visitors in transitions and on the counter.
Tottenham knew that for as long as City didn’t have a two-goal advantage on the night, there would be apprehension.
The opening spell was unbloodybelievable and unexplainable.
B Silva ‘11
3-2 to City in the game at half-time, but 3-3 to Spurs on aggregate.
Back to the visiting dressing room:
Pochettino is advocating the need to remain brave, to summon everything and remember the ways to make City suffer. He emphasises the need to be clearer in offensive corner situations, repeating how close they are.
How are they this close? Tottenham are without Kane, Harry Winks, Dier, Lamela and have lost the impressive Sissoko through injury in the first half, while Dele is playing with a broken hand.
How much longer can they flip the middle finger to the odds and their situation?
De Bruyne, the best player on the pitch, makes it that much harder for Spurs with his third assist of the night, dribbling before releasing Aguero on the wide right, who powered beyond Lloris at his near post.
59 minutes played and City finally have the comfort of a two-goal cushion. But 14 minutes later, Tottenham maximise a corner situation as per instruction: the delivery floats over Fernandinho and Kompany before striking Llorente’s hip and going in.
A VAR check. No handball. Goal!
4-4 on aggregate, advantage Spurs.
Then, the twisting torment followed by the highest exultation.
Sterling, sliding across the turf - almost out-of-body - believes he has sent City through in the most extraordinary of scenes while securing his hat-trick deep into injury time.
Guardiola, both arms in the air, jumps up and down on the touchline as the Etihad erupts.
The Spurs players are on their knees, Pochettino looks to the sky.
Eriksen, guilty of losing possession in the build-up, seems to want to disappear.
But Tottenham’s assistant manager Jesus Perez, facing the pitch, notices referee Cuneyt Cakir suggest there may be an offside question to answer.
Pochettino, having freshly chucked his jacket in frustration was walking back towards his No. 2, who tells him to relax because a check is in play.
And then the words ‘VAR goal review’ thundered out of the tannoy.
Disallowed. Aguero offside.
Miguel D'Agostino and the goalkeeping coach Toni Jimenez celebrated the decision, but Perez calmed them down. There was still an action or two left in a match that had so much drama, it was not inconceivable to imagine more.
When the whistle sounded, the relief poured out and prompted an explosion of emotion between Pochettino and his tactical team.
Back in the dressing room, where he earlier told his players how close they were, he was now praising their “cajones” for crossing the finishing line.
“Unbelievable,” Pochettino shouted on loop as he continued to embrace his coaches in the dressing room.
In the aftermath, there was no big speech. The manager wanted everyone to absorb the achievement in their own way; words didn’t matter when their faces told such a powerful, euphoric story.
They had done it together. Minds rewinded to the start of the season, when it became apparent that there would be no signings and Tottenham would have to resume their role of clawing for everything and catapulting themselves above reality.
Pochettino pulled everyone in when the summer transfer window closed. ‘This is us,’ he told them. Whatever any individual wanted - himself or otherwise - was now null and void.
They would have to go again, fighting against the tide and thinking about possibilities not problems. It would be difficult, but it would also be worth it if they left it all on the line.
Now, here they were. Champions League semi-finalists.
A phenomenal achievement, but it is perhaps the biggest compliment to Pochettino’s management is that it seems normal - that some expected it and that if they didn’t overcome City, it would have been seen as failure despite the massive gap in resources.
The fairytale - founded on unwavering principles, exceptional coaching and a culture of bouncebackability - continues against Ajax, who have their own happy ending to write.
Whatever happens next, no-one can take away from Tottenham what has come before.
They dare and they do.