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15th November 2016
05:15pm GMT

"As for my performance, the only thing I can honestly say was I fucking blew it ... I did nothing. "I trained, I did the complete opposite of what we planned on a daily basis for 10 weeks . To sum up our plan in a sentence it was 'Go left and mostly wrestle' instead I circled into his left hand and mostly boxed. Fighting the way I did was a for sure death sentence and the result was fitting. "I say it all the time, there is really small margin for error at this level and I paid for my mistakes. I managed to make it to the biggest stage and audience in my long career and fucked it all up when I arrived, my heart sincerely hurts and when I dwell on it I fill up with regret and anger. "If there was a list of what not to do against an opponent of this nature I did them all on Saturday. I am disappointed in myself and this is not a reflection of my coaches, training partners, and the endless hours of training I commit to this sport. "Every time I get into the cage I negotiate being vulnerable and possibly embarrassed against the opportunity to do something great and grow more. I always choose the latter regardless of the uncomfortability and anxiety it brings to me, I think this choice is the only reason I ever succeeded in the first place.''
"I thought in my head at least making a lot of money would make me happy but I am having a lot of trouble enjoying myself regardless of the check that's going to be written, I am very uneasy and discontent for the most part. "I am lucky to have my wife and my child at a time like this to help me laugh and smile and let me know everything's gonna be all right, they are my saving Grace, without them I am a shell of a man. "Besides the outcome I thoroughly enjoyed fight week and the lead up, it was a lot of fun. I have never defined myself off one win and I'll never define myself off one loss, I simply had a bad night. I'll have the opportunity again to have a good one, and I'll make the walk to see what I got everytime. "Thanks for listening."You have to feel for Alvarez, who remains one of the world's greatest lightweight fighters, but who was just outclassed, out-thought and out-gunned on the night by a man truly on top of his game. Catch up with the latest episode of Football Friday Live here
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