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10th May 2025
05:07pm BST

Holly Madison has divulged some of what went down in Hugh Hefner's Playboy Mansion.
Known as the late magazine publisher's 'number one girl' between 2002 and 2008, the 45-year-old model lived at the Los Angeles property full-time alongside Bridget Marquardt and Kendra Wilkinson, but in a recent appearance on the In Your Dreams with Owen Thiele podcast, Madison opened up on the "disgusting" sex act she was forced to do there.
"It's a very different story between when we were just by ourselves than with everybody else in the room," she began.
"Everybody else in the room, no. That was disgusting. I hated it. I made it very known I hated it. If it was just me and him, it was a lot more normal than you would think."

Further along, Madison tackled her and Hefner's 54-year age gap that polarised so many people at the time of their relationship.
"I think everybody has this real horror story of how gross an old man's body must be," she said. "I feel like there was a time when I couldn't post anything [on social media] without some dumbass in the comments like, 'Oh, old balls', or something like that. And look, maybe some people's balls do get old and nasty, but I've never seen such a thing."
Previously speaking to MailOnline, she weighed in on the volatile realities of Playboy Bunny life.
"When you're involved in a world where you're highly sexualised or sexualising yourself, and there's a lot of things at stake and things you could possibly gain, like fame, money, opportunities... there's people around you who are jealous of those things. It's truly living life in the fast lane," explained Madison.
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